Sometimes I feel too low. . My job by nature involves a lot of rowing against the current, or sometimes just rowing on my own. I have these immesurable drive to get results and some moments in th day, whére I look and evaluate what I have not progressed, it just brings me down. Today I almost cracked. It does not happen often, I must admit. Maybe I should have blogged during the day to help with the venting process. An accumulation of incompetence, unwillingness and also just the absolute amount of work it needs to be done by a single person (me) has made me really question why bother. As B says, it's just money, and it's not mine. I wished I could feel like that today. Maybe i just need to buy those supplements And naturally on top I feel like a bad mother. No matter how I spent the day thinking how I missed C, that wont bring me closer, and what does she care about my thinking. She wants me there. She has struggled with the last weeks, and has become more attac...
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beijinhos
não tive tempo para ler tudinho, a leitura em inglês é mais lenta....sorry, só hoje abri o teu mail com este endereço.
Não tenho dúvidas acerca do projecto, ou não participava. Acredito que tenha sido uma festa de anos memorável. Mais que isso: inenarrável. Porque as palavras só dizem as franjas do que sentimos. Mas são, sem dúvida uma das formas do dizer. E não sei se estarás assim tão longe de casa. Onde é a nossa casa, Sara?
Na verdade não sperava nada tão bonito e simples. Para ser muito sincera vim aqui porque perdi o endereço do meu afilhadinho, Miguel Chambal :))) e tenho uma lembrancinha...não queres reenviar-me para o mail? Por favor?...
Obrigada
Vou voltar com mais tempo
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