Yesterday was a good day. I had time to work, to develop NGO, to cook and to chat to Tricia (my flatmate), to post pictures and even have time to learn how to work out movie maker. Moreover, I even had time to reply to emails. Because yesterday was a full day on the email side. I guess somehow I am thankful today for the internet being so unreliable here and that no emails can come in or out because I will not have that temptation of checking what the corner of the screen is popping out.
There was one common pattern in the emails yesterday, which was a reaction to yesterday’s post (I guess people don’t like to post in blogs!). Many of you friends were impressed with the work I was doing in the NGO, how the kids looked so sweet, how the post was so full of emotion. I think in the most touching email Teeba said I was her inspiration. Now, hence my title, it is not me.
We all have this inside us and some people are fortunate enough to have been able to meet the right people and have the right life experience that gets you a “competitive advantage” (Harvard jargon) in starting of these things. But I would not be more than a start-up if it was not for you. This is how “a little gesture” started. It started from people being able to understand that if we all do little gestures we will be a great help. And that is all I did, opened up the way for you to be a “star”, as Adrien wrote to me today. All I did, as Mukti would say (my EM professor) was to ignore my limitations and surround myself with the right people to make my enterprise grow. And in my case, this was easy, because the right people were my friends, my family, and friends of friends and family.
It is not me, it is you. You are the ones who put the smiles in the kids’ faces and inspire me to tell you the stories of what you achieve!
Sometimes I feel too low. . My job by nature involves a lot of rowing against the current, or sometimes just rowing on my own. I have these immesurable drive to get results and some moments in th day, whére I look and evaluate what I have not progressed, it just brings me down. Today I almost cracked. It does not happen often, I must admit. Maybe I should have blogged during the day to help with the venting process. An accumulation of incompetence, unwillingness and also just the absolute amount of work it needs to be done by a single person (me) has made me really question why bother. As B says, it's just money, and it's not mine. I wished I could feel like that today. Maybe i just need to buy those supplements And naturally on top I feel like a bad mother. No matter how I spent the day thinking how I missed C, that wont bring me closer, and what does she care about my thinking. She wants me there. She has struggled with the last weeks, and has become more attac...
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you do.. and I said in the email, I must emphasize this again and say that it's true that a lot of it has to do with "meet the right people and have the right life experience" but the other half of the chunck has to do with you taking advantage of it.. because I know so many people might have
opportunities but never seized them.. and this is where
the main difference comes between you and others....... :*
yes it is you
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