The word has different meanings at different points in time. At first, I thought it meant my self driven turnaround, taking back control and stop commiserating. Sooner than expected, the rug 'got pulled' from under my feet and it was explained to me that after all I would be given no room to do a turnaround. Tears turned into anger, anger into frustration, and one more turn into a 'whatever' attitude that will clearly require another turnaround? But perhaps a real one this time.
In the meantime life goes on and funny enough the world keeps going around. Sadly I did not make the euromillions yesterday, I played hoping sometimes luck could hit home. That would be a turnaround!
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