The sun is shining on my face as if telling me it will be my light, I am having a somewhat unprecedented moment. Reading in the terrace, sitting in my red chair, dwelling between the reading, a small game and my lazy email. C sleeps and I can hear her wake up as I start typing. But the sun keeps shining. It is telling me to be in peace. I don't have the ocean to do that here, as I did on my former lemon teas in the afternoon in Praia Grande, the ocean can counsel me no further even though I live in an Island. Funny. So today the sun brought the message and is forcing me to enjoy my day. Do you ever relax, asks my coach - yes, if I schedule time to! Well this was not scheduled, for the first time in a long time, but it feels nice. Even C went back to sleep. Maybe I shut my eyes too.
I will always be home, and will always be away from home. With a heart split and a heart everywhere. Writing thoughts, dreams, facts and comments