Home Away From Home

Everything is so hard to believe at the moment. Hard to believe it all happened yesterday. Hard to believe she is here. Hard to believe she is here already. Hard to believe she is ours to keep. Hard to believe this little life now depends on us and everything we do will have an impact on her. And hard to understand all that this means in real terms.

So we had a last minute urge to comply with our long dated plan to take one last weekend out as a two rather than three, or as a two not leaving three behind. We found a nice little spot in Suffolk, not to far and not too close (hopefully close enough) with not much to do other than read, nap and watch movies. Even the guest internet is not working, mobiles barely have reception and I must say walking in the rain is overrated if you are carrying a 5kg plus football around your waist. We will try to go for a walk, after all the sun is out, but this weekend we don't want to do anything because we should, we just want to do because we would. With or without number three it is always hard for us to just do as we please. It is just not our kind. So today that is what we will do - as an example, there is a wedding party starting in the bar and we will still be sitting here by the fire place. Fine, we moved out of the main area, mostly because we did not want to show in the pictures. But